My Manifesto: The Incoherent Ramblings of a Madman

3: "where does this put me?"
3: "what does she think about it? does she miss you too? is she getting married because she thinks he's the one, or is she settling because you're no longer available?"
3: "you'll see each other again"
3: "do you wish she was marrying you?"
3: "ok... did you get any closure on the subject? did she give reasons for her decision? did she say she wishes you were still together? did you?"
1: "that was our conversation in full..."
3: "i just want to know what was said, if you want to show me"
1: "...she said mention of my name in her house is forbidden"
3: "does she live with him?"
3: "did you tell her we talk about her alot?"
1: "yeah - they just bought a house together"
3: "how does taht make you feel?"
3: "do you wish she was marrying you?"
1: "I can't answer that...i can say that if she asked me to marry her i'd have ran away"
3: "i can tell you that your feelings are completely normal... i think any normal person would be upset like this to this news, and unfortunately it almost always happens to everyone at some point"
1: "i think it is obvious i am not over her - but at the same time - i have to be over her - i don't know her anymore and haven't really known her for a long time...all i remember are the memories and the good times...that's all i have...and they were all yrs ago...not now...not here...not now...memories... there is no here and now there's only memories...and i know that i cannot live in the past and i know, like i previously said, that if she had asked me to marry her i'd have said no and ran away....which, essentially, was what i did do...i ran away...and if all is said and done and i was with her now i'd do the same thing..."